Thursday, December 22, 2011

*End of the Line

All alone I wait for you
As darkness fill this room
I don't know why you ain't called
Little things you used to do
They're no longer part of you
Seems you left them all behind

Well I can't believe
What I'm going through
This thing it just ain't right
Your selfish ways
How you carry on
Some things you just can't hide

If you want me to go,
then say it
Want me to stay,
then show it
Don't be afraid
Oh, don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time
If i'm right
Then we've come to the end of the line

Seems like I can't do you right
All I do or say is wrong
All the smallest things criticized
I deserve some damn respect
Nothing more and nothing less
Don't pretend everything's fine

Don't hold it back if it's in your heart
Stand up and be a man
Can't read your mind so I just say loud
I'm trying to understand

If you want me to go,
then say it
Want me to stay,
then show it
Don't be afraid
Oh, don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time
If i'm right
Then we've come to the end of the line

Even though you've been doin' me wrong
I still care
Do you think that by treating me cruel
that somehow I’d disappear?
Baby I love you too much just too walk away
Don't make me hate you
Baby you've got to be straight

If you want me to go,
then say it
Want me to stay,
then show it
Don't be afraid
Oh, don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time
If i'm right
Then we've come to the end of the line.

*cOLd As yOu

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted


Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
Died for you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

Thursday, December 8, 2011

*Re-reconstruction*

Reconstruction from the hurricane
Overwhelming joy drove me insane
Thought I’d never ask for more
It felt a lot better than before
Then you came along and took me
Everything perfect, everything free
But now why don’t I feel right?
Nothing seems to be the way they used to be

And things have changed
I guess people too
I feel it now, do you feel it too?
If I ever make it through
It’ll be a re-reconstruction

Rebuilding a path to where I should go
Remaking the past is stupid I know
Thought I’d never really ask for more
It was a whole lot better before
And now you are a part of my story
Everything happy, you told me you love me
But why does it feel different?
Nothing seems to be easy and they used to be

I guess things have changed
And people too
I see it now, do you see it too?
If we ever make it through
It’ll be a re-reconstruction

Remember you said we fit together
Right now I just want you more than ever
Thought I will be asking for more
But you are still better than before
When you came along and caught me
It’s all I ever want it to be
Now why don’t I feel right?
Can we go back to where it used to be?

Things have changed
And people too
I know it now, do you know it too?
That if I ever make it through
I will need a re-reconstruction

If I ever make it through,
With or without you
It’s a re-reconstruction.