Monday, July 23, 2012

Love

Love, I'm tired. You are the biggest temptation, the biggest attraction, my guiltiest pleasure. I adored you more than anything. I took all things that hurt and swallowed the pain of my own pride because I simply wanted you so bad. Why do you have to punish me like this? Why can't I be with the one I love?

Love, I'm desperate. You seduce my thoughts into your words, you have lured me, hypnotized me. And yet I looked up to you like I had nothing else. Please stop this suffering and save me. How long will I be crying? How far do I go to keep trying?

Love, I'm losing grip. Every step I make forward is taking me two steps back. Where are you now? I need you to feel my heart in deep sadness. Hold me like you are for real. Touch me, hear me, see right through me. Why did I ever fall for you? Why do I have to keep breathing without you?

Love, take me away. You're the only thing that matters now. I give myself to you. If you take me I'll never leave. Don't watch me drown in my own tears, don't watch me fade, give me a reason to stay. Why do I keep hoping? Why do I keep feeling this way?

Love, I am hurting. The pain inside me grows deeper like a cut. You feel so good, you feel so right, but something must be wrong. How can you be so unfair to me? Let me go, set me free. Is it really what it's got to be?