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I think I’ll start to appreciate myself when I cry. I just noticed that even when I’m crying I try to smile. I think I will be crying some more until I’m out of tears. And just maybe I am destined to do this for all my life. It’s not so hard to get used to crying. It’s hard to get used to getting hurt. My eyes are tired now. And my heart too. Today has been stressful. Too much, too painful to handle. I just wish there was someone, some shoulder I can cry on right now.

 

Why do you do this to me? What have I done to deserve this? I just want to be happy. Why does it not come for free? I can’t think about you tonight. If I do, I’ll be reminded of how much I love you. You know I’d cross the ocean for you. And even when it already hurts too much I’m still holding on tight to this love. I didn’t stop hoping for you to be the one. This is where I want to be, but it’s not supposed to be this way.